Frustrated

So I'm frustrated. Very frustrated. I am eating according to my nutrition plan and exercising at bootcamp 5 days a week for the past 3 weeks. Last week I was only down .2lbs. This week, up .4! What the heck??? It must be muscle people say. You look like you've lost weight, people say. My pants are falling off my ass I say! But still Im so stuck on the number. Sandra is saying, "Everyone on Donnas plan is showing results." well Im not! Its frustrating. Honestly, I wouldnt recommend the nutrition plan. I dont feel like Donna is spending as much time with me as she should for $150. At the beginning she just briefly asked me questions at bootcamp. We never had a sit down at her store. When I call her I feel rushed. When I go in I feel like she doesnt want to talk to me. I didnt call her for a month and she never called to see how I was doing. So I guess I wasted $150. I'll take the nutrtion plan and stay on it but whatever. I have been stuck between the same 10lbs for SO long. I just feel like saying Fuck it :o(

Size 32?

So someone gave me some jeans that are size 32. They are women's jeans but I dont know what size that would be in normal women's sizes. I tried them on and they fit last night so I wore them out. I was wondering what size they would be so I googled it. It said 32 is a women's size 12! I started at a 24 so to fit in to a size 12! That's like half the size I was to being with! I cant believe it. That's like a normal size jean. Then I think about how I didnt go to bootcamp all week and indulged a little too much. Shauna says Im too hard on myself. So now I am going forward. Hard bootcamp this morning, glad i went. Almost didnt go today cause I didnt want to face the music that I had gained. But I went, i was up 2.4 but my inches are down. I did a hard hard workout and que sera, sera!

Civic Holiday

Long weekend. And what did I do? Ate healthy and worked out! I am still on track with my eating. Excited to see what my 400 treat meal will be this week. Im thinking a timmies bagel with cream cheese. Need to meet someone for coffee so I can have it! Sat bootcamp, yesterday rest day, today 1 hour of leisurely swimming and 10 mins on elliptical. Woulda done more but started getting a headache.

1.6lbs

Im down 1.6lbs this week. Not as good last weeks 3lbs but I got my period this week so Im not upset. I hit my 8lb goal so I dont have to run Mt Trashmore for 1 hour with Shauna thank goodness! So that's 5.4lbs in 3 weeks since starting my Nutrition plan.

End of Facebook Challenge

Here is the before and after picture for my Xtreme bootcamp facebook challenge. My goal was to shrink my belly roll. I dont see a difference. Paul says he does. I see a difference in my face but that wasnt the goal lol

Dresses

Taken yesterday. Never thought Id be wearing dresses. When I was bigger I didnt feel girly enough to wear dresses.

3 pounds!

Last week, after one week on my new nutrition plan, I lost one pound. Was a little upset with only one pound but I went from 1300 calories to 1600-1700 a day. I had been starving myself. So this week I lost 3 pounds! woohoo go me!

Mountaintop Nutrition

Mountaintop Nutrition

This is where I signed up today. I am getting 3 months of nutritional planning. A girl at bootcamp lost 50lbs in 3 months doing this. Hopefully this is what I need to kick my butt in gear!

Facebook Challenge

Xtreme bootcamp is having a facebook challenge. This is the picture I submitted and my goal is to shrink my belly roll.

(Ignore my sunburn lol)

Back on track

I just did a weightloss challenge. I lost 11.4lbs in 4 weeks. I was so proud of myself! But it only took 3 weeks to gain it all back :o( I was pissed at myself. All my hard work down the drain. Im really finding it hard to get out (and stay out) of the 200s. So at bootcamp I told them I need a challenge. So Shauna decided to have to lose 8lbs by Aug 4. This was June 23. I thought easy peasy, I can do that in four weeks. So i decided not to start right away. Well dumb me went and gained 3 more pounds. So as of yesterday I was 208.6 :o( And I have to be to 197 by Aug 4. Yikes!